My Friend Jack
Has a sewn on smile
And every step he takes
He walks a mile
For his legs are so long
And his strides so wild
My Friend Jack
Always makes time
To break into song
That sweet voice
I haven's heard in a while
Cos you see
My friend jack
Never actually came back!
silence, pain, blood stained carpet
she sits lookin at the body
tears dropping on its bloody hand
as she holds the knife in hers.
once again she has killed
knowing it was for the best
she had drove the knife into his chest
slowly she got up
slit her wrists
and clenched her fists
she climbed to the top of the stairs
took the noose over her head
thought of lyin in a rose bed
stepped off the edge
nows shes dead!
sitting upon the gravestone
she never meant to kill him
her brain had took over
she wasn't thinkin as she put her hands round his neck
he should never of cheated on her
he belongs to be in the ground
but still she knew it was wrong
and something had to be done
thats why there was blood running down the stone
she had taken his life
now she had to take hers
she knew it was for the best
when she drove that knife into her chest!
My life is like a closed box
i have no way to escape
no where to move
i feel i can't breathe
i feel i have no space
i wish someone would just open this box
let me have life
let me see life
let me feel life
as a normal person
instead of feeling like an animal in captivity
I hate that bitch
she gives me nothing but pain
i face her most days looking happy
but all i want to do is take a gun to her head
she's ruined my life why can't i ruin hers
i hate that bitch
one day shes going to pay
when i walk her way
with a gun in my hand
and BANG! i shoot her in the head!
A vase of flowers
Making a grubby table look beautiful and bright
A smile on a face
Making you look happy and joyful
But are you happy really?
Didn't think so!
There's a pain on the inside
Making you want to scream, cry and hurt isn't there?
But shush no one knows do they?
Don't worry; I'll keep your secret
A smile on your face
Makes you look happy!
Making them think your happy too!
I'm always here
And never there
I don't know what it is
That makes me care
I hate the way you treat me
I hate the way you speak
I even hate the way you walk
But every time that smile
Creeps across your face
You always leave me wanting more
The scars on my arms
The souvenirs of pain
Will never fade away
And even though I stand in the rain
To wash away my pain
I'll always have my scars
To remind me of every hurtful moment
Even that name
Carved there in my arm
Will scar I think, I'll never forgot
For the 4 letter word
Will trigger off every emotion and memory of this life
Making me want more
Put my wings back on please by bleedingmona, literature
Literature
Put my wings back on please
Our friendship isn't like it used to be is it faerie, we don't joke, giggle, and dance around like small children anymore
You get on better with her now and she gets on better with you too, my two fearies!
I was once a fearie like you too, that's changed, and my life has made me more of a goblin
I'm not me anymore I know that
You fearies are always together, frolicking, giggling and having fun
I want to be a fearie again; I want to be as close to you again as I was
But is it that easy to change from goblin back to a tiny, beautiful, bare footed creature
I want those wings back to fly free and gaily with my two fellow fearies
Rainbow
ok i have decided to start developing my drawing skills again so this will be gettin updated quite often now!! :)
i also have a new deviantart with all me fashion work from college so aye!!!
[link] www.rack89.deviantart.com [/link]
Well this week wht have i been upto, well went shopping on monday and i bought
- denim shorts
- short black skirt
- Emo boy comic
- Save my earth ( manga book)
- Nightmares and fairy tales comic
- notepad
- leapord print pens
so i had a fun day indeed
tuesday got dragged out by kass and ryan
yesterday went to newcastle ate lots and on the night time watched the l word
Omg i enjoyed it lots last night tht i even watched the repeat -nods-
awww alice and dana finally done it!!!! hehe i found it awfully amusin when alice told dana she had a nice arse.... it was very cute indeed!!
aww bless them!!
well today i have done fuck all no-o
Well today is sunday, yes it is, i will update you from friday me thinks, yes indeed friday well ....
Friday!!
i got up at 12pm ..wht a fantastic lie in i had indeed.... i then had to go and venture to get the bus at 1pm so i could go to my sister's (Tori) and cousin's (Hannah) Sports day!! oh the fun of it alll.
Tori came 3rd in the sprint and Hannah came 2nd in some hoop race!
I then recieved a call from the dearest Kassandra a.k.a Slug asking what the plans were for later. i told her tht i was meeting Sophie at the ampi for 6 and shall she be joining us and she sed yes and decided tht she might come round to mine earlier before we meet